Truth

Who am I kidding? Have some serious thinking to do.

Right now

Thoughts go up and down. One day at the time.

entrapment

I cant breathe, I feel like I'm trapped in a corner. I've been here before. Why do I keep making the same mistakes and choices? Maybe not the way to go at it, maybe I should ask myself what I can do about it? If I tend to go the same paths, and I know I've been down this road before, if I can't change the road, maybe I can change the outcome? But to find a answer to a question, you need to understand the question. But yet again, sometimes the question is more important. So what is the right question?

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Don't leave me alone with my thoughts.

Cheers

It feels like I'm missing out on something. Some piece isn't where it should be, and I wonder what it is. I know it's not because I'm unemployed and not in school anymore, or because I hardly have any cash, I really do wonder.

This weekend was really interesting and a hole lot of fun. Friday contained just me and my beloved getting hammered at the local pub. I told him yesterday that it feels great to have a best friend within him, just as we can kiss and be lubby-dubby, we can laugh, talk, cheer and punch each other. It feels amazing.
Saturday brought us and Joozie towards a friends place for some consuming of alcohol and some partying, and I'm really glad she decided to tag along. The mood was at top, the hostess had a one-on-one with me since I'm in a relationship with her best friend, and it couldn't have gone better. I'm not spilling my guts about what we said to each other, but it ended with "Welcome to the family". Felt like belonging.
There are a lot of people cheering on what I have with my boyfriend, they tell us that you can truly see how in love we are, and how we glow shows the true nature of love. This is right, I have found home.
We have our obstacles sometimes, there aren't many but still, they feel like nothing, they feel like unworthy obstacles.