It's done. I've left my university for a different shot of happiness. It feels good really, it's just that it brings so many new worries. But it will work out, just have to put in a little extra effort. I'm just a wee bit scared when my thoughts wander too far away from me.
I just have to say, the thing with x:es, I wonder if it ever will be totally okay between those two persons, you'll always remember what the two of you have been threw, the times you laughed or humped your brains out in sheer passion, but you broke up for a reason. In a way you get over that person, but they have effected you for life, for good or bad.
I don't regret any of my past relationships, they have all brought me a piece of me. And today I'm on a pretty okay/good foot with all of them, but it hasn't been easy getting on that foot with some of them. There are no such thing as a good break-up, but how you handle it is critical.
Lord knows I fucked up some break-ups like a madman, and I've been feeling like the greatest shit until recently when we, 2 years later, just got together to get over it or move on, or whatever our plan was. The man I royally screwed met me with respect and forgave, took a lot of man to do that. Not everyone are as lucky as I was, some people linger on, playing every card to keep the person in their life even if it's to fuck them over. Some things are utterly childish, some things is out of desperation. I feel for them, I've been there, but come on, get a grip of yourself.
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