A connection

I'm in love.
Those words, they can really make a difference, a change. This is a man I connect with really well, a man I actually trust and feel safe with. It feels really good, it feels like a change in me, he moves me in such a way, can honestly say I never felt it like this before. When he looks into my eyes with those enormous puppy dog eyes I feel my knees tremble, my troubles far away. And when he kisses me it's true, passionate and becomes more than just a kiss, it becomes a connection.
I have a lot of shit to deal with at the moment, and I feel secure enough to lash out when he's around, no pokerface, just me, a human being plain and simple, not a lot of fake smiles or constant thinking. It's amazing. It's genuine. It's completely and utterly scary.